Watching a new (new to me) show Crazy Ex Girlfriend and it is full of really poignant life lessons and introspective realizations while still being lighthearted and hilarious. I have a love-hate relationship with the […]
Eeeek!8 days I have let lapse without an update anywhere.My bad! Have faith I will get better the more sober I get.I am still sober.I feel like I’ve lost my creative thinking part of my […]
Wonders I’m wondering.Serendipitous topic ideas running unfiltered through my noggin.Jotted some scribbles to decipher.. Fun new word! As I go, maybe, I’ll explain. grasp those straws! kiLLing it with kindness. brad word for word what […]
I’ll eventually get day 17 up, maybe today probably tomorrow. I had the best weekend ever with my parents and my girls – parents separately thankfully they’re happily divorced. Now I am exhausted again. I […]
I’m off course, I feel. I need to get back to centered and focusing on being sober. Maybe it is that I need to be more ACTIVELY sober. I definitely need to get a routine […]
My boyfriend started some sort of relationship with another female and I didn’t want to deal with the pain I felt and chose to relapse.
My brain is mush, I can’t seem to form full thoughts.All I want to do is sleep and eat and eat and eat and eat.Part of what gets me back to using is gaining weight. […]
Today was uneventful. I slept the entire day. I woke up twice, this being the second time, to eat and type this. All I want to do is go back to sleep. My daughter is […]