Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shakeI shake it off, I shake it off! Taylor Swift, Shake it Offmy theme song
taKin’ feBreze to my stinKin’ thinKin’
with a fuN “what these 12 days of clean time gave to me”
from Hazeldon Betty Ford Foundation. reblogged from christophermturnercheck out his site MY LIFE AND OTHER SORDID TALES Saturday, June 8, 2019 Today’s Gift from Hazelden Betty Ford Foundation is: Those who contemplate the beauty of […]
Writing ideas: in 1 paragraph, if a stubbed little toe could tell the rest of your body what it was feeling what would it say?If you only had 1 sentence to speak to your 8 year […]
I think at some point I said I wanted to feel things now. That I was ready to feel for real. . . I take it back.I don’t want to feel. I broke down yesterday […]
My mind is in a positive swirl of colors today.It is a weird surreal unbalance to be in.I don’t feel bad, at all, I feel really good but not correct. Oh well, I enjoy colorful […]
My boost in energy the past few days, which I think was due to my wonky work schedule, has come an end. At work today I heard an awesome song that has so many great […]
My girls have been through so much turmoil in the past few years because of my poor choices and addiction. Still today I was amazed, touched, and reminded of what is truly important when I […]
I feel my feels and when I’m ready… I dust myself off and step back in the ring a little more prepared. Max robes, jesscape.com Until just recently I hadn’t heard that saying to “feel […]
I don’t want to change the world.I have no expectation of great fame or fortune in my life.I just want my piece of the world happy and content and to be the best me I […]
I Am Your Disease You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend,Wishes of misery and heartache I send,I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees,I’m the devil inside you, I […]
I grieve for my Madness Now it’s so calm and still Everything’s so dull compared to When I was ill… I Grieve For My Madness — Emma Scarr There is a fine line between genius and […]
Going down! Well, coming down, hard. I decided to finish off the last of what I had cause I’m a sucker for punishment. It ended up going through Monday night. Then, to show me just […]
I am so impressed by the creative brilliance I stumbled upon and I want to share this incredible voice and artistry with you. “She doesn’t date Or look for a mate She ducks romance With […]
Watching a new (new to me) show Crazy Ex Girlfriend and it is full of really poignant life lessons and introspective realizations while still being lighthearted and hilarious. I have a love-hate relationship with the […]
Prepare for your my future? Lately, I have been planning (and failing to accomplish) small weekly goals and setting a task to achieve daily (blogging every day! I will get there) to feel myself progressing. […]
Eeeek!8 days I have let lapse without an update anywhere.My bad! Have faith I will get better the more sober I get.I am still sober.I feel like I’ve lost my creative thinking part of my […]
Apologies for my lack of posting for yet another sleepy-time week. I have just been overwhelmed with the desire to sleep or lay here doing nothing.So that is a huge issue to overcome – I […]
It coursing through my system just gives me a constant buzz of energy flowing throughout my body and engulfs me like a big fluffy comforter but for my whole being. I’m not anxious. I’m not […]
siLLy abiLitypoINtless INstINctabsUrd geniUsfatuouS SkillS Me.I can type. I can write. I can type what I write. bLogging!weBlog…onLineaccount…networkeDrecorDs…CyberspaCeChroniClesI like words. I like to throw out some random nexus of thoughts bouncing around my brain for […]
Admitting my shit to you is a lot harder than I expected it to be on this one.I haven’t been lying but I haven’t been being honest either.Playing games that I hate, to avoid asking […]
a MUST READ!
Reblogged this post because I experienced the words rather than read them.
Do you a favor today and be inspired by this tutu-wearing unicorn!! 3 minutes out of your day and let it read to you while you listen as you read it.
So I’d set some goals for this week and I’ve upheld posting every day (I did forget to hit publish and put one out a day late but still!!) but haven’t finished either of the […]
bumbled mumbo-jumbo jive turkeying outchya chops topsy-turvy I am beyond exhausted but doing very merrily. Cause of exhaustion:Yesterday my Auntie Demi called me to ask a favor which she was embarrassed about but, while it […]
My boyfriend started some sort of relationship with another female and I didn’t want to deal with the pain I felt and chose to relapse.
So I’m regretting my decision to quit right about now. It is going to be a long day and I’m filled with anxiety and dread. The idea of such a slow and tedious workday, especially […]
So this is it, today was my last day being high. Since this is the first entry I want to have something captivating to say but, to be honest, I am just tired and ready […]