Today is the dayTo make a changeTo take a chanceTo leap with faithTo keep my mind safeTo ask for helpTo task my.selfAllay all doubt today They said it works.I read it works.I tried my way.They […]
It could never happen to you.
You’re fine, you’ll survive another go.
Until you don’t.
& a personal experience
It coursing through my system just gives me a constant buzz of energy flowing throughout my body and engulfs me like a big fluffy comforter but for my whole being. I’m not anxious. I’m not […]
Admitting my shit to you is a lot harder than I expected it to be on this one.I haven’t been lying but I haven’t been being honest either.Playing games that I hate, to avoid asking […]
This page is to define drug user terminology and supply you with the different slang names given to the drugs that I have used. I am not even going to scratch the surface on the […]
My boyfriend started some sort of relationship with another female and I didn’t want to deal with the pain I felt and chose to relapse.
I slept. I went to work from 6:00 am to 2:30 pm and then I came home and went straight to sleep until the following morning. That is the comedown from methamphetamine – a lot […]
My brain is mush, I can’t seem to form full thoughts.All I want to do is sleep and eat and eat and eat and eat.Part of what gets me back to using is gaining weight. […]
Today was uneventful. I slept the entire day. I woke up twice, this being the second time, to eat and type this. All I want to do is go back to sleep. My daughter is […]
So grateful for having work to go to today because I would have been struggling to not go pick up and once again postpone the inevitable if I had been sitting around the house. I […]