I don’t want to change the world.I have no expectation of great fame or fortune in my life.I just want my piece of the world happy and content and to be the best me I […]
I Am Your Disease You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend,Wishes of misery and heartache I send,I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees,I’m the devil inside you, I […]
3- and 4-word positive sayings Live, Laugh, Learn, Love FaceEverythingAndRecover F.E.A.R. Well that was fun. Talk at you tomorrow!!Detective Pikachu matinee! whoop! whoop!
Loving this word: Perspicacitya penetrating discernment —a clarity of vision or intellect which provides a deep understanding and insight. Perspicacityis an abstract noun describing a certain capacity of a certain capability. (Such an awesome sentence […]
Step1 :: We admitted we were powerless over our addiction, that our lives had become unmanageable. Part1:Powerlessness This is a definite tough place to start for me. I’ve always felt that I consciously made my […]
StoP giVing A FuCk! Here is an interesting perspective and how to on bettering our lives by not concerning ourselves with material things or other people’s opinions of us.A quote quoted in the post: “Not […]
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So motivational! Just what I’m needing to get through my 2 am shift when I stayed up too late to sleep beforehand!! (I did sleep a lot today though) Enjoy the healthy vibes!! Click VIEW […]
I feel trapped.It is like I know the right things to do but the wrong thing keeps pulling me back in.I’ve been addicted to something since I was 15 and started smoking cigarettes and weed.Then […]
I’m tired.I didn’t get hired.Got a new job. It starts at 2:15 in the am.Glad to have a job.Sad that it is the worst shift.Still sober.Trying hard. They say that time changes things, but you […]
I grieve for my Madness Now it’s so calm and still Everything’s so dull compared to When I was ill… I Grieve For My Madness — Emma Scarr There is a fine line between genius and […]
Going down! Well, coming down, hard. I decided to finish off the last of what I had cause I’m a sucker for punishment. It ended up going through Monday night. Then, to show me just […]
I am so impressed by the creative brilliance I stumbled upon and I want to share this incredible voice and artistry with you. “She doesn’t date Or look for a mate She ducks romance With […]
Too much coffee keeps you up at night It always pays to be polite A nice walk will cure most ills More than wine or pills… Letter from a Mum to grown up child leaving home […]
Watching a new (new to me) show Crazy Ex Girlfriend and it is full of really poignant life lessons and introspective realizations while still being lighthearted and hilarious. I have a love-hate relationship with the […]
Prepare for your my future? Lately, I have been planning (and failing to accomplish) small weekly goals and setting a task to achieve daily (blogging every day! I will get there) to feel myself progressing. […]
Eeeek!8 days I have let lapse without an update anywhere.My bad! Have faith I will get better the more sober I get.I am still sober.I feel like I’ve lost my creative thinking part of my […]
Apologies for my lack of posting for yet another sleepy-time week. I have just been overwhelmed with the desire to sleep or lay here doing nothing.So that is a huge issue to overcome – I […]
Daily Recovery ReadingsApril 12, 2019 Daily Reflection GIVING UP INSANITY “. . . where alcohol has been involved, we have been strangely insane.” — ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 38 Alcoholism required me to drink, whether I […]
It coursing through my system just gives me a constant buzz of energy flowing throughout my body and engulfs me like a big fluffy comforter but for my whole being. I’m not anxious. I’m not […]
Wonders I’m wondering.Serendipitous topic ideas running unfiltered through my noggin.Jotted some scribbles to decipher.. Fun new word! As I go, maybe, I’ll explain. grasp those straws! kiLLing it with kindness. brad word for word what […]
My addict behaviors (also the top 5 expected): lying, manipulation, criminality, blame shifting, and verbal abuse. I’m a pretty honest person. Hot damn! that is a lie. Definitely not where my addiction is concerned. Every […]
siLLy abiLitypoINtless INstINctabsUrd geniUsfatuouS SkillS Me.I can type. I can write. I can type what I write. bLogging!weBlog…onLineaccount…networkeDrecorDs…CyberspaCeChroniClesI like words. I like to throw out some random nexus of thoughts bouncing around my brain for […]
70 7r4n5l473 717l3 533 4dv4nc3d l337 5p34k 7h15 15 b451c l337Okay I’ll stop that now. The hangover from methamphetamine is sleep.For the past five days (see it yet??) I have been either at work or […]
My life is so great but for my hamartia of addiction consistently making a mess of everything. I may say that I can pull life off high and if my mother had never seen my […]
I hate this story but it is a HUGE part of my life story and must be told at some point so why not now? The most importantest: I have two daughters, Riley and Hope, […]
Today would have been day 1 of my sobriety but I took Excedrin PM for my headache at work thinking it might make me a little sleepy but I’d be fine. Well probably exacerbated by […]
Admitting my shit to you is a lot harder than I expected it to be on this one.I haven’t been lying but I haven’t been being honest either.Playing games that I hate, to avoid asking […]
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Reblogged this post because I experienced the words rather than read them.
Do you a favor today and be inspired by this tutu-wearing unicorn!! 3 minutes out of your day and let it read to you while you listen as you read it.
My life is a semi-pretty mess right now and in the past 3 years I’ve experienced some of the hardest trials I’ve had to face in life but I will keep surviving if for no […]
My brain already went out to LackadaisicalWhimsy about an hour ago and I enjoyed typing that up.And that is pretty much all there is to my Sunday.I’m still in my sleepwear.Have since applied jeans to […]