I miss her everyday.
My inner demon is holding me back from a lot right now and is really pissing me off but I’m struggling to overcome my fear of rejection. I’ve been rejected by the dude I’m with […]
Credit Dr. Perry First 4 Words You See?
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8 minute thought-write [type thoughts verbatim no deleting or correcting grammar. edit for visual style only] If I let my mind wander what will I find? A rainbow? A duck.…
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I can’t stop! Do I want to stop? I do, I definitely do, I hate driving myself craZy! Do I get bored of the lack of drama? Am I causing…
What is the origin of dumbledore? Dumbledore is a British dialect word, a compound of dumble, which is onomatopoeic, occurring variously as bumble-, dumble-, humble-, and the noun dor (also dorr) “an insect that makes a buzzing noise as it flies.” For her Harry Potter series, […]
A few weeks ago this website seemed to just materialize on my screen after my computer finally relinquished control of itself back to me. I don’t know what caused the glitch in my system but […]
Sometimes you’ve got to fake yourself out. I’m fortunate enough to know that I’m rad, now. And these are the kinds of things I tell myself so that I do. My life sucks. I’m still […]
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shakeI shake it off, I shake it off! Taylor Swift, Shake it Offmy theme song
taKin’ feBreze to my stinKin’ thinKin’
with a fuN “what these 12 days of clean time gave to me”
from Hazeldon Betty Ford Foundation. reblogged from christophermturnercheck out his site MY LIFE AND OTHER SORDID TALES Saturday, June 8, 2019 Today’s Gift from Hazelden Betty Ford Foundation is: Those who contemplate the beauty of […]
Forcing myself to spend time awake and involved in my day. My body craving sleep and pulling me toward hibernation.I fight it. Day 2 I felt fine for most, worked an extra 3 hours and […]
Today is the dayTo make a changeTo take a chanceTo leap with faithTo keep my mind safeTo ask for helpTo task my.selfAllay all doubt today They said it works.I read it works.I tried my way.They […]
Writing ideas: in 1 paragraph, if a stubbed little toe could tell the rest of your body what it was feeling what would it say?If you only had 1 sentence to speak to your 8 year […]
It could never happen to you.
You’re fine, you’ll survive another go.
Until you don’t.
& a personal experience
I want to write. My ideas don’t want to be written.My synapses are missing their marks.My brain is like a stubbed toe, pulsating life but producing nothing. I have words though. I’ve been writing lines […]
Daily Reflection […]
NA . Meeting One Who’s an addict?What is the NA program?Why are we here?How it works (the stEPS)Twelve TraditionsDaily MeditationWe do recover. Living Clean. 1983 more will be revealed we grow as individuals & […]
I think at some point I said I wanted to feel things now. That I was ready to feel for real. . . I take it back.I don’t want to feel. I broke down yesterday […]
My mind is in a positive swirl of colors today.It is a weird surreal unbalance to be in.I don’t feel bad, at all, I feel really good but not correct. Oh well, I enjoy colorful […]
My boost in energy the past few days, which I think was due to my wonky work schedule, has come an end. At work today I heard an awesome song that has so many great […]
I love the smell of rain after a couple weeks without it. It’s comforting and refreshing. I also just love the rain! Washingtonian born and raised so I’m in the right state, although there are […]
My girls have been through so much turmoil in the past few years because of my poor choices and addiction. Still today I was amazed, touched, and reminded of what is truly important when I […]
I feel my feels and when I’m ready… I dust myself off and step back in the ring a little more prepared. Max robes, jesscape.com Until just recently I hadn’t heard that saying to “feel […]